You can't just choose the truth, or to
be Good, or to grow your awareness, once and have the decision set.
The universe demands you make the
choice over and over and over.
How many times do you have to choose?
No one, not even yourself, will know that until you "graduate."
Every time you are on one path, and you
choose the other path, you lose ground. You keep choosing the new
path until you have made up the ground you lost, and then switch
again.
Running to stand still.
No wonder you're so tired. No wonder
the road seems too long, the obstacle insurmountable, the task
un-accomplish-able.
The universe doesn't make the choice
for you. It wants to give you the chance to try both paths, as much as you need to, so that
whichever you end up with, you can be sure it's the one you really
want.
That's what it means to live in “a
free will universe.”
